The night you left,
I wept, I wept.
I need you here…
My love, my dear.
When you’re not around,
My up, is down.
my left, is right..
I can’t hear; I lose sight.
You helped me listen, you’re the reason I see…
You are the reason, I am me.
You help me breathe, you help me sleep…
And when you’re not around, I can only weep.
Since you are no longer here,
My future is less than clear.
I don’t know where I’m headed,
But I know where I’ve been,
And I now, am wrapped in sin.
Sinful for longing,
Sinful for relying,
Sinful for…
trying and trying,
I must move up,
Climb the ladder of life,
Say goodbye to my pain
And to my strife.
But this is tough, tougher than leather…
Because life without you,
Is just rainy weather.
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Aberrant and “bohemian” for 19 wonderful years. A lover of the arts, for I am an artist myself. My artistic lifestyle consists of playing instruments, writing, and singing my own composed songs. My artistic lifestyle also includes painting, drawing, blogging, and taking photographs.
My biggest dream… is to literally live out of my vehicle one day… traveling from city to city- playing music and sharing my art with others. I truly believe that I was put on this very earth to share my artistic abilities with others… and that is what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I was doomed from day one of my existence to be an artist!
My mother was a painter, a writer, a dancer, and a photographer. Although she was not entirely musically talented, she had impeccable taste in music.
My father on the other hand, is a devoted musician of 39 years.(his entire life) He also had deep love for photography and writing.
Without the influence of both of my role models, I would not be the “bohemian” I am today. I have them to thank for my very different style, taste in arts, and personality, and I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way.
I absolutely love being myself, because… I… am. I am- me. I am- I. I am Meagan… the offspring, the quirky minded, the different styled, and THE absolute vision of my wonderful-and dearly missed- mother… Besides pictures and my own memories, I-myself- am all I have to remind me of her existence.
I wouldn’t want to be anyone else- nor do I want to portray any other…
For me, I believe that being yourself is fun- It’s exciting!
You see… the human mind is always changing- always learning new things!
When learning new things… applying the knowledge is sometimes voluntary… But more interestingly… it is sometimes involuntary to the way you live your life and how you are… who you are.
It’s quite amazing if you really think about it!
So, in closure… I hope that all of you- are always you- always faithful to who you are and to who you will become- and accepting of your new findings about yourself- and apply the new wonders you learn throughout your life to the way you live!
Always be you! For, you are the most curious- most quickly changing- and the most likely one to understand yourself… and even when you don’t understand yourself… search within- it’s gotta be deep down in you somewhere… (:
